Behold! Episode 19 of Looking Back for your reading pleasure!
When winter is almost over and the days do a particular stretch, the way a cat does after a long nap, I start to get restless. I don’t sleep well anyway but the change in season makes it worse. My mind wanders back through unpleasant memories. Lately I’ve been stuck in an experience from college. The archery team had gone to a competition in a suburb of Chicago. As part of the trip back it was decided we needed to stop at the Museum of Science and Industry. I was mildly interested but soon was mesmerized by the cross-sectioned people in the stairwell. There was a man and a woman sliced like bread and embedded in Lucite slabs. I must have stood there examining them for over an hour. When I realized that the rest of the team was nowhere in sight, I headed to the entrance. Knowing that they’d have to leave by the main entrance I camped out waiting for them. When it was closing time I found myself standing in a deserted parking lot near downtown at dusk with nothing more than my ID and a couple dollars cash. I’d left all my stuff on the bus including my coat. I have always been fairly self-sufficient so I wasn’t panicked but I was getting cold and I was hungry and it was getting dark. That’s when I got angry. I headed toward the trains. I could at least get directions and maybe notify the school that they’d abandoned a student in Chicago. Long story short, I slept in the subway, got arrested for vagrancy, spent a day in a precinct holding cell and was finally returned to my campus amid many apologies. I lay awake and go through the different ‘what if’ scenarios until it is time to get up. When I’m fully awake I realize I probably wouldn’t have done anything differently.